THE
BLACK CAT
BY
EDGAR
ALLAN POE
FOR the most wild yet most homely narrative which I am about
to pen, I neither expect nor solicit belief. Mad indeed would I be to expect
it, in a case where my very senses reject their own evidence. Yet, mad am I
not—and very surely do I not dream. But to-morrow I die, and to-day I would unburden
my soul. My immediate purpose is to place before the world, plainly,
succinctly, and without comment, a series of mere household events. In their
consequences, these events have terrified—have tortured—have destroyed me.
Yet I will not attempt to expound them. To me, they
have presented little but horror—to many they will seem less terrible than baroques.
Hereafter, perhaps, some intellect may be found which will reduce my phantasm
to the commonplace—some intellect more calm, more logical, and far less
excitable than my own, which will perceive, in the circumstances I detail with
awe, nothing more than an ordinary succession
of very natural causes and effects.
From my infancy I was noted for the docility and humanity
of my disposition. My tenderness of heart was
even so conspicuous as to make me the jest of my companions.
I was especially fond of animals, and was
indulged by my parents with a great variety of pets.
With these I spent most of my time, and never was so happy as when feeding and
caressing them. This peculiarity of character grew with my growth, and, in my
manhood, I derived from it one of my principal sources of pleasure. To those
who have cherished an affection for a faithful and sagacious dog, I need hardly
be at the trouble of explaining the nature or the intensity of the
gratification thus derivable.
There is something in the unselfish and
self-sacrificing love 4 of a brute, which goes directly to the heart of him who
has had frequent occasion to test the paltry friendship and gossamer fidelity
of mere Man.
I married early, and was happy to find in my wife a disposition
not uncongenial with my own. Observing my partiality for domestic pets, she
lost no opportunity of procuring those of the most agreeable kind. We had
birds, gold-fish, a fine dog, rabbits, a small monkey, and a cat.
This latter was a remarkably large and beautiful
animal, entirely black, and sagacious to an astonishing degree. In speaking of
his intelligence, my wife, who at heart was not a little tinctured with
superstition, made frequent allusion to the
ancient popular notion, which regarded all black cats as witches in disguise.
Not that she was ever serious upon this point—and
I mention the matter at all for no better reason than that it happens, just
now, to be remembered. Pluto—this was the cat’s name—was my favorite pet and
playmate. I alone fed him, and he attended me wherever I went about the house.
It was even with difficulty that I could prevent him from following me through
the streets.
Our friendship lasted, in this manner, for several
years, during which my general temperament and character—through the
instrumentality of the Fiend Intemperance—had (I blush to confess it)
experienced a radical alteration for the worse. I grew, day by day, more moody,
more irritable, more regardless of the feelings of others. I suffered myself to
use intemperate language to my wife. At length, I even offered her personal
violence. My pets, of course, were made to feel the change in my disposition. I
not only eglected, but illused them. For Pluto, however, I still retained
sufficient regard to restrain me from maltreating him, as I made no scruple of
maltreating the rabbits, the monkey, or even the dog, when, by accident, or
hrough affection, they came in my way. But my disease grew upon me—for what
disease is like Alcohol!—and at length even Pluto, who was now becoming old,
and consequently somewhat peevish—even Pluto began to experience the effects of
my ill temper.
One night, returning home, much intoxicated, from one of
my haunts about town, I fancied that the cat avoided my presence. I seized him;
when, in his fright at my violence, he inflicted a slight wound upon my hand
with his teeth. The fury of a demon instantly possessed me. I knew myself no longer.
My original soul seemed, at once, to take its flight from my body; and a more
than fiendish malevolence, ginnurtured, thrilled every fibre of my frame. I
took from my waistcoat-pocket a penknife, opened it, grasped the poor beast by
the throat, and deliberately cut one of its eyes from the socket! I blush, I
burn, I shudder, while I pen the damnable atrocity.
When reason returned with the morning—when I had slept
off the fumes of the night’s debauch—I experienced a sentiment half of horror,
half of remorse, for the crime of which I had been guilty; but it was, at best,
a feeble and equivocal feeling, and the soul remained untouched. I again plunged
into excess, and soon drowned in wine all memory of the deed.
In the meantime the cat slowly recovered. The socket
of the lost eye presented, it is true, a frightful appearance, but he no longer
appeared to suffer any pain. He went about the house as usual, but, as might be
expected, fled in extreme terror at my approach. I had so much of my old heart
left, as to be at first grieved by this evident dislike on the part of a creature
which had once so loved me. But this feeling soon gave place to irritation. And
then came, as if to my final and irrevocable overthrow, the spirit of PERVERSENESS. Of this
spirit philosophy takes no account. Yet I am not more sure that my soul lives,
than I am that perverseness is one of the primitive impulses of the human
heart—one of the indivisible primary faculties, or sentiments, which give direction
to the character of Man. Who has not, a hundred times, found himself committing
a vile or a stupid action, for no other reason than because he knows he should not?
Have we not a perpetual inclination, in the teeth of our best judgment, to
violate that which is Law, merely because we understand it to be such?
This spirit of perverseness, I say, came to my final overthrow. It was this
unfathomable longing of the soul to vex itself—to offer violence to its
own
nature—to do wrong for the wrong’s sake only—that
urged me to continue and finally to consummate the injury I had inflicted upon
the unoffending brute. One morning, in cold blood, I slipped a noose about its
neck and hung it to the limb of a tree;—hung it with the tears streaming from
my eyes, and with the bitterest remorse at my heart;—hung it because I
knew that it had loved me, and because I felt it had
given me no reason of offence;—hung it because I
knew that in so doing I was committing a sin—a deadly sin that would so
jeopardize my immortal soul as to place it—if such a thing were possible—even
beyond the reach of the infinite mercy of the Most Merciful and Most Terrible
God.
On the night of the day on which this most cruel deed was
done, I was aroused from sleep by the cry of fire. The curtains of my bed were
in flames. The whole house was blazing. It was with great difficulty that my
wife, a servant, and myself, made our escape from the conflagration. The destruction
was complete. My entire worldly wealth was swallowed up, and I resigned myself
thenceforward to despair.
I am above the weakness of seeking to establish a sequence
of cause and effect, between the disaster and the atrocity. But I am detailing
a chain of facts—and wish not to leave even a possible link imperfect. On the
day succeeding the fire, I visited the ruins. The walls, with one exception, had
fallen in. This exception was found in a compartment wall, not very thick,
which stood about the middle of the house, and against which had rested the
head of my bed. The plastering had here, in great measure, resisted the action
of the fire—a fact which I attributed to its having been recently spread. About
this wall a dense crowd were collected, and many persons seemed to be examining
a particular portion of it with very minute and eager attention. The words “strange!”
“singular!” and other similar expressions, excited my curiosity. I approached and saw, as if graven in bas-relief
upon the white surface, the figure of a gigantic cat. The
impression was given with an accuracy truly
marvellous.
There was a rope about the animal’s neck. When I first beheld this apparition—for I
could scarcely
regard it as less—my wonder and my terror were
extreme. But at length reflection came to my aid. The cat, I remembered, had
been hung in a garden adjacent to the house. Upon the alarm of fire, this
garden had been immediately filled by the crowd—by some one of whom the animal
must have been cut from the tree and thrown, through an open window, into my
chamber. This had probably been done with the view of arousing me from sleep.
The falling of other walls had compressed the victim of my cruelty into the
substance of the freshly-spread plaster; the lime of
which, with the flames, and the ammonia from the carcass, had then accomplished
the portraiture as I saw it.
Although I thus readily accounted to my reason, if not
altogether to my conscience, for the startling fact just detailed, it did not
the less fail to make a deep impression upon my fancy. For months I could not
rid myself of the phantasm of the cat; and, during this period, there came back
into my spirit a half-sentiment that seemed, but was not, remorse. I went so
far as to regret the loss of the animal, and to look about me, among the vile
haunts which I now habitually frequented, for another pet of the same species, and
of somewhat similar appearance, with which to supply its place.
One night as I sat, half stupefied, in a den of more
than infamy, my attention was suddenly drawn to some black object, reposing
upon the head of one of the immense hogsheads of gin, or of rum, which
constituted the chief furniture of the apartment. I had been looking steadily
at the top of this hogshead for some minutes, and what now caused me surprise
was the fact that I had not sooner perceived the object thereupon. I approached
it, and touched it with my hand. It was a black cat—a very large one—fully as
large as Pluto, and closely resembling him in every respect but one.
Pluto had not a white hair upon any portion of his
body; but this cat had a large, although indefinite splotch of white, covering
nearly the whole region of the breast. Upon my touching him, he immediately
arose, purred loudly, rubbed against my hand, and appeared delighted with my
notice. This, then, was the very creature of which I was in search. I at once
offered to purchase it of the landlord; but this person made no claim to
it—knew nothing of it—had never seen it before.
I continued my caresses, and, when I prepared to go home,
the animal evinced a disposition to accompany me. I permitted it to do so;
occasionally stooping and patting it as I proceeded. When it reached the house
it domesticated itself at once, and became immediately a great favorite with my
wife.
For my own part, I soon found a dislike to it arising within
me. This was just the reverse of what I had anticipated; but—I know not how or
why it was—its evident fondness for myself rather disgusted and annoyed me. By slow
degrees, these feelings of disgust and annoyance rose into the bitterness of
hatred. I avoided the creature; a certain sense of shame, and the remembrance
of my former deed of cruelty, preventing me from physically abusing it. I did
not, for some weeks, strike, or otherwise violently ill use it; but gradually—very
gradually—I came to look upon it with unutterable loathing, and to flee
silently from its odious presence, as from the breath of a pestilence.
What added, no doubt, to my hatred of the beast, was the
discovery, on the morning after I brought it home, that, like Pluto, it also
had been deprived of one of its eyes. This circumstance, however, only endeared
it to my wife, who, as I have already said, possessed, in a high degree, that humanity
of feeling which had once been my distinguishing trait, and the source of many
of my simplest and purest pleasures.
With my aversion to this cat, however, its partiality
for myself seemed to increase. It followed my footsteps with a pertinacity
which it would be difficult to make the reader comprehend. Whenever I sat, it
would crouch beneath my chair, or spring upon my knees, covering me with its loathsome
caresses. If I arose to walk it would get between my feet and thus nearly throw
me down, or, fastening its long and sharp claws in my dress, clamber, in this
manner, to my breast. At such times, although I longed to destroy it with a blow, I was yet withheld from so doing,
partly by a memory of my former crime, but chiefly—let me confess it at once—by
absolute dread of the beast.
This dread was not exactly a dread of physical evil— and
yet I should be at a loss how otherwise to define it. I am almost ashamed to
own—yes, even in this felon’s cell, I am almost ashamed to own—that the terror
and horror with which the animal inspired me, had been heightened by one of the
merest chimeras it would be possible to conceive. My wife had called my
attention, more than once, to the character of the mark of white hair, of which
I have spoken, and which constituted the sole visible difference between the
strange beast and the one I had destroyed. The reader
will remember that this mark, although large, had been originally very
indefinite; but, by slow degrees—degrees nearly imperceptible, and which for a
long time my reason struggled to reject as fanciful—it had, at length, assumed
a rigorous distinctness of outline. It was now the representation of an object
that I shudder to name—and for this, above all, I loathed, and dreaded, and
would have rid myself of the monster had I dared—it was now, I say, the image
of a hideous—of a ghastly thing—of the GALLOWS!— oh, mournful and terrible engine of Horror and of
Crime—of Agony and of Death !
And now was I indeed wretched beyond the wretchedness
of mere Humanity. And a brute beast—whose fellow I had contemptuously
destroyed—a brute beast to work out for me—for me, a man
fashioned in the image of the High God—so much of insufferable woe! Alas!
Neither by day nor by night knew I the blessing of rest any more! During the
former the creature left me no moment alone, and in the latter I started hourly
from dreams of unutterable fear to find the hot breath of the thing upon
my face, and its vast
weight—an incarnate nightmare that I had no power to
shake off—incumbent eternally upon my heart!
Beneath the pressure of torments such as these the feeble
remnant of the good within me succumbed. Evil
thoughts became my sole intimates—the darkest and most
evil of thoughts. The moodiness of my usual temper increased to hatred of all
things and of all mankind; while from the sudden, frequent, and ungovernable outbursts
of a fury to which I now blindly abandoned myself, my uncomplaining wife, alas,
was the most usual and the most patient of sufferers.
One day she accompanied me, upon some household errand,
into the cellar of the old building which our poverty compelled us to inhabit.
The cat followed me down the steep stairs, and, nearly throwing me headlong,
exasperated me to madness. Uplifting an axe, and forgetting, in my wrath, the childish
dread which had hitherto stayed my hand, I aimed a blow at the animal, which,
of course, would have proved
instantly fatal had it descended as I wished. But this
blow was arrested by the hand of my wife. Goaded by the interference into a
rage more than demoniacal, I withdrew my arm from her grasp and buried the axe
in her brain. She fell dead upon the spot without a groan.
This hideous murder accomplished, I set myself forthwith,
and with entire deliberation, to the task of concealing the body. I knew that I
could not remove it from the house, either by day or by night, without the risk
of being observed by the neighbors. Many projects entered my mind.
At one period I thought of cutting the corpse into
minute fragments, and destroying them by fire. At another, I resolved to dig a
grave for it in the floor of the cellar. Again, I deliberated about casting it
in the well in the yard—about packing it in a box, as if merchandise, with the
usual arrangements, and so getting a porter to take it from the house. Finally
I hit upon what I considered a far better expedient than either of these. I
determined to wall it up in the cellar, as the monks of the Middle Ages are
recorded to have walled up their victims.
For a purpose such as this the cellar was well
adapted. Its walls were loosely constructed, and had lately been plastered
throughout with a rough plaster, which the dampness of the atmosphere had
prevented from hardening.
Moreover, in one of the walls was a projection, caused
by a false chimney, or fireplace, that had been filled up and made to resemble
the rest of the cellar. I made no doubt that I could readily displace the
bricks at this point, insert the corpse, and wall the whole up as before, so
that no eye could
detect any thing suspicious.
And in this calculation I was not deceived. By means
of a crowbar I easily dislodged the bricks, and, having carefully deposited the
body against the inner wall, I propped it in that position, while with little
trouble, I re-laid the whole structure as it originally stood. Having procured
mortar, sand, and hair, with every possible precaution, I prepared a plaster
which could not be distinguished from the old, and with this I very carefully
went over the new brickwork.
When I had finished, I felt satisfied that all was
right. The wall did not present the slightest appearance of having been disturbed.
The rubbish on the floor was picked up with the minutest care. I looked around
triumphantly, and said to myself: “Here at least, then, my labor has not been
in vain.” My next step was to look for the beast which had been the cause of so
much wretchedness; for I had, at length, firmly resolved to put it to death.
Had I been able to meet with it at the moment, there could have been no doubt
of its
fate; but it appeared that the crafty animal had been
alarmed at the violence of my previous anger, and forbore to present itself in
my present mood. It is impossible to describe or to agine the deep, the
blissful sense of relief which the absence of the detested creature occasioned
in my bosom. It did not make its appearance during the night; and thus for one
night, at least, since its introduction into the house, I soundly and tranquilly slept; aye, slept even
with the burden of murder upon my soul.
The second and the third day passed, and still my tormentor
came not. Once again I breathed as a free man. The monster, in terror, had fled
the premises for ever! I should behold it no more! My happiness was supreme!
The guilt of my dark deed disturbed me but little. Some few inquiries had been
made, but these had been readily answered. Even a search had been
instituted—but of course nothing was to be discovered. I looked upon my future felicity
as secured.
Upon the fourth day of the assassination, a party of
the police came, very unexpectedly, into the house, and proceeded again to make
rigorous investigation of the premises. Secure, however, in the inscrutability
of my place of concealment, I felt no embarrassment whatever. The officers bade
me accompany them in their search. They left no nook or corner unexplored. At
length, for the third or fourth time, they descended into the cellar. I
quivered not in a muscle. My heart beat calmly as that of one who slumbers in
innocence. I walked the cellar from end to end. I folded my arms upon my bosom,
and roamed easily to and fro. The police were thoroughly satisfied and prepared
to depart. The glee at my heart was too strong to be restrained. I burned to say
if but one word, by way of triumph, and to render doubly sure their assurance
of my guiltlessness.
“Gentlemen,” I said at last, as the party ascended the
steps, “I delight to have allayed your suspicions. I wish you all health and a
little more courtesy. By the bye, gentlemen, this—this is a very
well-constructed house,” (in the rabid desire to say something easily, I
scarcely knew what I uttered at all),—“I may say an excellently well-constructed
house.
These walls—are you going, gentlemen?—these walls are solidly
put together”; and here, through the mere frenzy of bravado, I rapped heavily
with a cane which I held in my hand, upon that very portion of the brickwork
behind which stood the corpse of the wife of my bosom.
But may God shield and deliver me from the fangs of the
Arch-Fiend! No sooner had the reverberation of my blows sunk into silence, than
I was answered by a voice from within the tomb!—by a cry, at first muffled and
broken, like the sobbing of a child, and then quickly swelling into one long,
loud, and continuous scream, utterly anomalous and inhuman—a howl—a wailing
shriek, half of horror and half of triumph, such as might have arisen only out
of hell, conjointly from the throats of the dammed in their agony and of the
demons that exult in the damnation.
Of my own thoughts it is folly to speak. Swooning, I staggered
to the opposite wall. For one instant the party upon the stairs remained
motionless, through extremity of terror and awe. In the next a dozen stout arms
were toiling at the wall. It fell bodily. The corpse, already greatly decayed
and clotted with gore, stood erect before the eyes of the spectators. Upon its
head, with red extended mouth and solitary eye of fire, sat the hideous beast
whose craft had seduced me into murder, and whose informing voice had consigned
me to the hangman. I had walled the monster up within the tomb.
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